

Real HappinessReal HappinessReal Happiness
Happiness a word said so easily am I happy when I laugh am I happy when I smile even if it is not faked isn't this just shallow?
My happiness lies in the past and somehow can't move on something keeps it from reaching the present something keep it from reaching me
I can define it new but it will always be just an imitation of something that just cannot be copied


DreamingDreamingDreaming
Dreaming my life remembering and smiling imagining and laughing reading and watching
living
the alternative ending of my life the second version living the dream dreaming my life
And then suddenly pulled back to the nightmare having to admit my past is over and memories are all all that is left


Feeling insaneFeeling insaneFeeling insane
The darkness, my element listening to the silence wearing black and hiding watching the stars and dreaming me the creature of the night so scared of the darkness knowing
the ghosts are always near not thinking they could exist but knowing
that they are there in my mind always present
when the light turns out


The somethingThe somethingThe something
Awaking feeling pulled moving without action looking and seeing
something inside me transparent but solid screaming the something it makes me move as it wants
awaking in relief then noticing the something still there standing up and trying to walk searching for help leaving the room to look into the mirror an awful monster face frighteningly watching myself silently unable to scream now
just trying to walk searching for help it makes me move as it wants
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C'est pas nous qui marchons pas droit, c'est le monde qui va de travers!!!
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Ich wollte dir einfach nur mal schöne Grüße hier lassen.
Ich freue mich schon riesig auf's kommende Wochenende
Anata no hiyoko
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